Ryan away

This week is the second week of the school holidays and Ryan has gone to my mum's.

I have this fear sometimes that I may not be around for some reason and I would like to have Ryan to have another place where he is comfortable, who is family. And hard as it is, I thought that sending Ryan back to my mum's every school holiday will help him get used to conditions there ... in the event anything happens to me.

I know, it is silly, but I am paranoid I know.

Anyway, Ryan went off today and I feel like I always do ... a little lost and missing him lots.
I am sure I will be seeing a soar in my phone bills this week, but it is all worth it.

Looking forward to seeing him this weekend ...